一个真诚的故事 。。。

记得在十月X日的那一天, 无名小卒和屎活战士逛着P.S百货为了找寻
Ade小姐的图片卡，看着那些墙上的样本，无名小卒不经意的忘了到那儿的目的，而无名小卒其实在心中以想为屎活战士现上一份标本，但是屎活战士却
说无名小卒天生没有艺术细胞，猜想她也没打算想和无名小卒一起制照，无名小卒便取消了念头 。。

十月X日的开始 ，不管工作有多忙碌，永不言败的无名小卒还是上网找寻许多样本的资料来添补自己的不足 。。

当然顿时间也有玩屎活战士最不喜欢的无聊游戏 。。

不知这么了， 没用的无名小卒竟然病倒了。。无名小卒知道屎活战士即将为
他展开千人宴，为了不想辜负她的付出，再顽固的无名小卒并马上找寻名医，即使再苦难喝的药，无名小卒还是每两小时钟响醒来捏鼻的吞 ，而中医西医混和的灵丹奇迹般的让无名小卒勉强复活了， 至少没让屎活战士失望 。。

终于盼到了千人宴的十月X日的那一天 。。
无名小卒其实很早便起身等待 。。
玩了玩无聊游戏，也有看看网上图片样本 。。
之后便到达屎活战士所设的千人宴 。。

屎活战士自认她的千人宴不完美 。。

无名小卒却认为是一种独特的回忆 ，

因为都是他的第一次 。。

一起和屎活战士吃了无名小卒从未吃过的煎饼 ，
联合八国联军驾驶的鸭车海船游舟，
屎活战士点的血嫩牛肉和无名小卒耍赖着不想走的自由餐点，
不配合音乐的水中雷射，
超时却赶上的最后一班佛陀巴士，
浪漫舒服的水缸甜蜜客窝，
蓄水池稀奇的彩色水灯，

这一些的一些，无名小卒都知道 。。

屎活战士费尽心思，也真的有感动在心，只是没说出口，

应为无名小卒也有自己的想法来回报 。。

十月XX日 的开始，无名小卒也已经开始动工了 。。也到了屎活战士
的家采取回忆照 。。

十月XX日 的某X和莫X和莫莫X日等，
无名小卒都是早起晚睡，接着工作 。。

十月XX日，无名小卒迟到了，应为他到了Raffles 百货购买些东西，当然那不可以拿来当借口 。。

在同一天，无名小卒在红毛丹百货发现了一样东西，计划需要改善 。。

十月XX日 的某X和莫X和莫莫X日等，
无名小卒还是早起晚睡，接着工作 。。

十月XX日，无名小卒即将完成 。。
忙得没和屎活战士在MSN聊天 。。

就在那一天，屎活战士在MSN的心情纳闷，也问到无名小卒为何没有报导，
无名小卒不能说但屎活战士的言语真的好不体贴，
无名小卒生气了，并把电脑关了。。

无名小卒想说就在那一天，
还有在莫X天等等是真的没时间，她会相信吗 。。？，
若告诉她无名小卒没玩游戏，无名小卒没睡午觉，她又会相信吗 。。？

所以只能骗她 。。
无名小卒有在玩，无名小卒有在睡 。。

然后又匆匆忙忙赶去工作 。。

工作后，还是很担心，所以塔计程车到屎活战士的家 。。
却换来的是冷漠的对待 。。

而彼此的简讯更是难过， 难堪 。。

回到家后，继续动工 。。
那一晚的心情，无名小卒流了眼泪，睡着了，但那不是个梦 。。

十月XX日，传了简讯来问候，还是得到冷漠的回复 。。

在同一天，无名小卒终于完成了作品 。。。
却看到了屎活战士的千人宴报导 。。
心好像掉了下来 。。

这其实是无名小卒想在他遭遇十一月繁忙的APEC之前和十一月十四日想送给屎活战士的一份小礼物 。。

虽然它不起眼，但无名小卒真的有放心去做 。。

无名小卒从来都没有忽略屎活战士，是他不善于表达 。。

无名小卒只想说他和屎活战士在一起的日子，虽然有苦有乐，但他真的觉得他
比以前活得更快乐 。。

无名小卒也真的真的真的只爱屎活战士，即使有外来的仙女下凡也没有
屎活战士带给无名小卒的味道和回忆 。。

Happy Birthday & Love Valentine 2009

To my beloved 小葱:

Dear 'M'aybe,

Time passed and flies, the tale of sky and sparrow had became a miracle .. and yes, it's was indeed a happy and surprising scenerio ... Thank you for coming in to part of my life .. Although sometimes I may be stubborn, I can see and feel you have giving in to me " at times " =D ... Yes, I appreciate and I can feel it, dear =)

I do really enjoyed myself very much of every moments of being with you .. Sometimes, I just can't bear to let go .. Words can't describe my thoughts and feeling ... and you know, I'm not good with words =) .. Once again, Thank you for every precious memories you had shared with me ..

Happy Birthday and a Love Valentine, my dear =D

Dear,

Allow me to protect you, to fill you with warm and happiness .. and let me accompany and walk with you with the tale through our life journey .. Together, let us shared joy and weals, walk hand in hand and pass through obstacles and life experiences ..

I hope you do enjoy and love everything I had done for you =)

The days of memories, I had with you =D

A song which I had dedicated for you, dear =D

" We were once two very different people,
too scared to get along,
Till two hearts beat together,
underneath one sun "

" The one very special moment,
turned to our destiny,
has changed for you and me "

" We were two,
and now we are one "

Dear, Happy Birthday and Happy Valentine Day 2009 !!

I wish you healthy and happy always ..

and ..

I love you >.<

Loved: 大蒜

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2009

Loving You

I may have not succeed, but I am, and I had, already tried my best ...

I hope the affection deeds are able to reflect and shown one's sincerity ...

Days been past, I thanked you for the nice and greatest memories I had with you ...

Sometimes, I blamed myself for the limited time, for I can, being with you ...

I'm sorry, but as you say ... I'm being tasked of being extraordinary then any other normal persons ...

I'm a person whom do not wish to lie and hide, but I don't mind being an unknown hidden anonymous ...

There may have been problems and conflicts whom the both of us may not come to an agreement but I hope we can tried our best to come to an compromise ...

I would like to say problems may not lies purely only upon you but it may also reflected on I ... as I always have deep thoughts ...

I always believed being together and staying together is a difficult test route assigned for two affinity ...

If there would be a day, I'm unable to be around, or I'm unable to take care of you, be sure to get someone whom love you more and take care of you ...

'M'aybe, my dear, I do love you very much ..

I wish everyday you are being filled with blissful memories .. and happiness ...

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

只要妳能愉快

在很久以前, 当天空还在接受特训时, 一只贪玩的小鸟突然飞到了天空的视线周围, 原来这只小鸟是以前很喜欢和天空从天亮玩到夜晚, 又从晚上谈天到黎明的开朗自由小鸟 ..

在很多的机缘巧和下, 那时受训的天空即使有多忙碌, 还是能和小鸟序就 ..
认为是个良缘巧合 ..

就这样天空不禁迷上了小鸟的伴随 ..

在小鸟的陪伴下, 天空发现了 .. 它.. 原来 .. 它 .. 从以前就一直在天空身边飞翔环绕 .. 很多回忆中的回忆, 顿时都浮现在天空的脑海里 ..

不经意的, 天空就爱上了小鸟 ..

不过小鸟告诉天空, 有人已收养了它, 已经不能再像以前 ..

天空也明白 .. 看着小鸟与主人过着安定和快乐的生活, 天空决定继续他的训练和生活, 决定不去打搅小鸟的幸福 .. 心里一心一意的祝福它们 .. 只要小鸟开心 .. 天空可以离开小鸟 ..

天空很舍不得的离开小鸟, 即使小鸟有时飞到天空玩耍, 天空都对小鸟下阴天, 装冷淡 .. 因为天空不想破坏小鸟安定生活 .. 想和小鸟保持距离 .. 只要在一旁默默守护它.. 只想看着它.. 只要它不受伤 .. 只要小鸟永远开心快乐 ..

天空只能偷偷爱着它 .. 远远守护它 ..

在天空生活里有两个兄弟, 心情低落都会向太阳和春风哭诉 .. 眷恋小鸟的秘密, 兄弟也只能诉听 .. 兄弟们都说天空很笨很傻 .. 但天空忍为他能一直等待, 监守对自己许下的诺言, 盖念和价值观 ..

而小鸟有时候就一只问天空为何已不像以前向它倾诉而已转向春风 .. 天空也只能含痛硬笑地回应它 ..

天空不愿小鸟感到烦恼, 也只有默忍着这个不能说的秘密 ..

也只能一直等待着, 看守着它 .. 只要小鸟安乐 ..

过了不久, 小鸟突然向太阳倾诉 .. 天空才知道原来小鸟一只被关在笼子 ..
一点也不开心 .. 也已经迷失了方相 .. 而非常烦恼的小鸟很害怕做选择而一而再的逃避 ..

小鸟逃避是因为它重感情, 害怕伤害两方 .. 而它一样地自己在默默承受痛苦, 自己在背负着, 把一切埋在它自己的深心里 .. 一点也不快乐 ..

天空只觉得小鸟真的很傻很傻 .. 也为它心碎 ..

对不起 .. 天空只也能看着小鸟哭泣, 却无能为力 .. 只能给它有限的陪伴和安慰 .. 没办法和它共进退 ..

天空知道小鸟的主人很痛恨天空, 也或许会痛恨太阳和痛恨小鸟 .. 而主人也会怒骂天空或向天空放出仇恨之箭, 但天空也只有能以诚恳的抱歉来回应, 一切的一切就让天空为中心来记恨 .. 希望主人可以不再让小鸟感到压力, 不要让它再为愧疚而哭泣 ..

不时小鸟有一次问了天空什么是爱 ..

其实天空也没什么经历, 也不懂该这么让它了解 ..

天空对它的爱就是这么的说不出, 但打从心里就只希望它每一天过的 ..
开心 .. 安全 .. 和 .. 幸福 ..

天空不是很会说话 ..

但想告诉小鸟, 不管它想飞到哪里,
即使是主人, 不是天空 ..
或者是别的白云蓝天 ..

天空真的真的只想要它过得自由 .. 快乐 .. 也希望小鸟心里能明白它要的是什么 .. 自己要去懂得挣取, 自己要懂得勇敢面对 ..

只要小鸟过得开心, 天空依然会为它过得的蓝 ..

小鸟希望妳能好好给自己时间 .. 平静和休息 ..

天空不知道能为小鸟做什么.. 只希望小鸟能愉快的找到方相 ..

In My Heart

My heart aches when I see your swollen red eyes ... Do not cry ..

Allow me to share your heavy burden ..
Allow me to share your immense sadness ...
Allow me to be your rightful accompany ..
Allow me to be your greatest condolence ....
Allow me to wipe your flowing tears ..
Allow me to ease your unbearable pain .....

I'll be around, don't you cry ....

Follow what your heart feels ... You will be there ..

"|M|aybe", just want to let you know, you lived in my heart,

My arms are opened for you ...

Stay happy and ... be what you used to be ... the carefree little busy ant ...

A song I had enclosed for you =D

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Mr Gan 22th Celebration

Worked from the last Saturday night shift till the next morning Sunday ... Phew .. When I reach home the clock in my room had already read 12 p.m in the afternoon ... I took a shower which is less then 5 minutes and landed flat on the bed ... think I had manage to doze off before 12.30 p.m ... I'm really tired .. I'm being awake since Saturday 3 p.m in the afternoon ...

My phone SMS ring tone rang which had woke me up ... Damn .. I'm supposed to meet Gan at Sengkang MRT at 4.15 p.m and the time already read 4.20 p.m ... I SMS Gan back saying I'll be late and faster rush to shower and change ... Phew .. rushing with the time to get everything done ..

Anyway, today we will be celebrating Gan's 22th birthday in advance and I'm meeting Gan early to go for the last day IT fare at Suntec City ...

After I have my shower, change and rush to the traffic light ... Something hit on my mind .. Why am I empty handed ? ... Damn .. I realised that I had forget to take Mr Gan's present ... Grr ... So, I rush back home and take ... And, by the time I reach Sengkang MRT .. It's already 5 p.m ... Gan, I'm so sorry for the wait ..

Gan, I'm very sorry but I don't have the intention to be late ... Confirm !!!

We took MRT to Dhobby Ghaut to change another line ... and guess what .. we even took the wrong direction of MRT ... We are so engrossed in our talking and we are so blur .. Haha ... And, we walk all our way from City Link to the Suntec City IT fare ... there were so many people ... We cruised from level 2, level 3, level 4 and level 6 ... and finally we stopped and shopped at level 6 for some time ... After much strolling and looking around, Gan set his mind and bought his 1 TB external hard disk and I bought a 4 GB thumb drive ... After that, we squeezed our way out to Marina Square to take MRT and went to Plaza Singapura to celebrate Gan's Birthday at one of the Japanese Restaurant =]

We had the celebration with Gary, GY Ying, Cheng Lin, Kenny Chia and Crystal

We had our dinner, chit chatting and cake cutting session at a Japanese Restaurant which is also one of the outlet of Arjisen ... I do loved the salmon and the Wasabi there ^^ Thumbs up =)

And, I also liked the cute Japanese waitress Aki San ~ Hehehe ..

After that, Gary and Crystal went home for their own work engagement, GY Ying and Cheng Lin went for their two couple time .. Whereas, the rest of us went to Mac Donald to have a drink and chat awhile ... After that, we all headed for home in a cab .. I'm so tired ... Phew ..

Mr Gan :

A very good Happy 22th Birthday to you,
I wish and hope you would stay happy and healthy everyday,
I wish you to have success in everything and blessed with smooth work,
May all your wishes be granted true
and I believed one of your wish is

" To have a another person in your life to love you more " =)

Gan, I'm really happy and contented that I'm being blessed with 4 closed buddies in my life and you are my closeness gay buddy .. hehe ^^ !! ..
Although I know I don't have much friends in my life cycle but I don't think it a need .. I believed friends are not counted in figures but measured with sincerity ..
Whenever I had joys or sorrows, I would always pour them to you ..
Whenever I need a listening ear, You will be there to listen ..
Thank you for enduring my stubbornness for more than 10 years .. =)

Thank you very very much ... My best best best buddy ^^

I wish you will find your beloved fate of life soon =)

Last of all, I would also like to wish all the teachers a very Happy Teacher Day

Mrs Cheong, you are always not forgotten and missed, hope I can go and visit you soon if I am not engaged ..

Mrs Cheong, the new environment path today is quite difficult and challenging,

Bless me with the courage and determination to carry on,

A lot of my abilities had been sealed ... but I will not give up on myself and continue to strive hard and surpass them ...

The route of learning journey never ends ..

Peace to the world,

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008

Time Fly & Life Goes By

I managed to apply a leave on 25/7/2008 .. as this day is my god brother Ying Xiang NS enlistment at Tekong ... The previous night I came back home at about 11.30 p.m after work .. and I'm super dead beat ... so the next day was lazing about on the bed ... Nagged and scolded by Lau Ma ... and we rushed all the way to Pasir Ris Interchange in cab to meet them .. Lucky still managed to make it and had breakfast at Mac Donald with Nana Sis family they all .. =)

Before enlistment Ying Xiang had already went for his Botak haircut ^^ and I just couldn't help it by touching hehehe ... Maybe this will bring me luck strike 4D ma .. ^^ .. haha ...

After that we took the bus followed by boat to Tekong .. and helped to find out Ying Xiang enrolled to which company, platoon, section and his incharge because I do know Nana sis sure want to know ...

We had a tour of the Tekong vicinities, the medical centre, the training ground, the shooting range, the parade, the auditiorium, the cook house, the recreation room and their dormitory, etc ...

I would say that life standard had indeed improve alot which I think had managed to put all the parents with a peace of mind and entrust their son to the training camp ...

And .. I am too tired that I actually dozed off while listening to the commander officer giving speech at the auditorium ... Till the oath taking section and singing of National Anthem then Xue Lian woke me up ...

After that we proceed to the cook house ... to have our lunch with Ying Xiang and to depart him from there ... I gave Ying Xiang alot of blessing and teaching thoughts and I do hope he is able to take care of himself .. =)

And the time of departing while sending Ying Xiang to the parade square, I could see Nana Sis crying to herself while Lau Ma and Xue Lian comforting, and .. Meng Boon Gor dropping tears quietly standing beside ...
Ying Xiang had always been a good and filial son, this explain why .. =] ...

After that, we took the boat back to Singapore shore ... and decided to accompany Nana Sis to go around shopping to make their mood better ... and also take this opportunity accompany my Lau Ma for the day =)

And ... we went Tampines to shop ... A place which I often frequent ... Whatever .. just go .. I did not buy much except some DVDs and Lau Ma bought some of her stuffs and clothes ... After that we all went home by cab .. Tired ...

Ying Xiang,
I wish you all the best, do take care of yourself, strive hard, give your best and remember what I say .. Okay ?
All the best to you ... =)

Back to my life ..

So far I am enjoying what I'm doing now ... although this is an old work place however the jobscope and environment is still very new for me ... I'm catching up ... Although the working hours are more ... I do felt fulfilling at times as each day I still can aid in some people beyond my limit strength .. =)

And ... everytime on the way home on bus from work ... Either I dozed off on people's shoulder or I overslept my stop .. -.- ... that how blur I am ...

Watched the Art of Devil 3 !! My first R21 movie !! Watch with girl some more ... lucky no " Love Scene " If not paiseh ^^ ... Woo ~ very gruesome and lots of blood scene ^^ I like ~ Hehe .. Anyway this show must be watched with Art of Devil 2 beforehand then will have a better idea whats the movie is about ... So .. I know ^^ Anyway the movie is not bad as the " cut tongue " scene do also managed to make me feel " Wow " ... I thought I'm immune but that scene is really - .- " .. Those who like gruesome, live blood scene can go for this =) Hehe .. I like ~

Lastly the month of July ... this month I never save .. even did get some bonus but ...

I had bought so much things for this month !!! The items here had already cost me closed to $3XX SGD !! ... Lau Ma going to kill me ... Lucky she don't know ^^ because I hide hehe =]


I still haven add the spending on dinner, gifts and other personal usage and items ...

The month of August must really save and eat bread ...

Anyway, I'm spending quite some time for reading on both personal and work life and of course watching DVDs to past time and fill myself ... ^^

Alright, I shall end here and I hope that tomorrow is a better day =)

Take care all my buddies and friends ..

Peace to the world,

For Justice, Honour, Pride & Passion

| K | - Simplicity 2008